I'm in love, alright With my crazy, beautiful life With the parties, the disasters With my friends all pretty & plastered Every night we're down to go out Waking up on a different couch 'Til the next night on the next flight Yeah, I guess we're doing alright Every single night we fight To get a little high on life To get a little something right Something real, at least we try Time after time try dodging all the douche-bag guys Try trading all the wasted times For something real in this crazy life

so... about 2 months ago... maybe... 

we drove to Denver to pick up the amazing

Shelby {Jelbin} Thompson

This girl is awesome!! 

can I just tell you? 

she really is.

I am so glad she finally got here. 

 She moved here from Oklahoma to be with her girlfriend 

Whitney Meine

okay lets not even get me started on this girl...

she seriously is futtin AMAZING. 

I don't know what I will do without her when she moves.. 

I love her so much! 

a whole lot more than she knows... 

BUT!

Jelbin and Whitney are the cutest couple.

super cute couple right? yeah. 

they are. 

don't even try to deny it. 

but she moved here so they could be together.

they are both amazing and I love both of them so much!

We recently went to St. george and Vegas.. 

yes. 

it was so fun! :]

it was probably one of our funner trips.. 

but hey.. 

we always have fun. :]

these three girls are my best friends :] 

I love each and everyone of them so much!!! :]

and I'm so lucky to have them in my life... 

Jessie Lyn.

Crazy Beautiful Life. Ke$ha. 

Well we're movin on up, To the east side. To a deluxe apartment in the sky. Movin on up, To the east side. We finally got a piece of the pie.

okay well, 

for those of you who don't know..

I moved out of my parents house in February.

its a cute little apartment... 

Ghetto..

but yeahh.....

this is our kitchen. :]

and our family room. :]

our bathroom. :]

I feel like its cuter in person..

and I don't have a picture of our rooms.. 

but thats okayy. :] 

Now I live with my best friend 

Shibby Amber Durrant

she is awesome and I'm so glad she is my roommate. :]

and yes, I blog about her a lot.. 

thats just how awesome she is!!! :]]

I love her so much!! :]

we also live with a girl named

Mandy Sue Christensen

We gotta love having missmandysue around! :] 

she's pretty great. 

and she's looking for someone to either buy her contract 

or someone to share her room. :] 

I love living in my apartment with these girls. :] 

they are pretty great. :]

so much has happened.. 

so I will try to blog more often. :] 

and keep you updated on my life. :]

Jessie Lyn.

the jeffersons theme song.

These are my confessions, Man I'm thrown and I don't know what to do, I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions. If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all, Damn near cried when I got that phone call, I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do But to give you part 2 of my confessions.

I never thought I would ever miss high school...

EVER.

well. 

Confession one. 

I do. 

I just realized this.

I miss having short school hours..

I miss having so many people around me..

I miss the learning.. weird right?

I miss the life of being a kid..

[some of it..]

and the careless things...

most of all... 

I miss the boys.

(even if there were no cute ones... at least there were boys in my life...) 

after going to a school full of girls and the 2 gay boys.. 

I just really need some men in my life.  

I do have Mr. Chris Hooper.

and his posse every once in a while. 

they are super fun.  :]

but I need a man for me.. 

Chris is kinda taken. ish. hahaha 

but yes, 

boys are super great. :] 

I love themm.

Confession 2:

I have amazing friends. 

and I don't know what I would do without them.. 

Shelby Durrant my bestie.

[of course.]

she is an amazing person.

smart.

talented.

gorgeous.

funny. 

She is always there to listen! 

and is a great listener at that. 

she gives great advice.

and she so strong in the things that she goes through.

she just amazes me. 

she makes my life so much better and I am so glad she is in it. :] 

I love you Shibby. :]

next. 

Joshlyn Villa. 

This girl is hilarious! 

California cheerleader.

also gorgeous.

and outgoing. 

like really. 

Josie is not afraid to do anything. 

she usually makes a goal for the night. 

like to get the most attractive guys number that she sees that night..

yeah. 

she WILL do it. 

I envy her bravery. 

I'm so glad she is in my life.

she is an amazing person. 

I love you Jos. :]

next.

Whitney Meine.

wow, 

this girl.

she is pretty freaking rad. 

and lets not forget gorgeous.

I am so glad she is in my life. 

she helps me so much! 

she knows the pain I go through. 

and she helps me as much as possible to overcome it. 

I don't think she know it. 

but she does help me with so much. 

I love you Whit. :]

then theres 

Jonathan Lee Hatch.

he never believes me when I tell him he is my hero.

well. 

its now official. 

I'm blogging about it...

Jon is my hero. 

he is the most amazing boss ever.

he is smart. 

super funny.

understanding.

supportive.

chill.

kind.

and lets face it... 

gorgeous.

real attractive.

and super sexy. 

yep. all the above.

he is one of my best friends in the whole world. 

he knows some things about me that no one else knows.

he is awesome. 

and I am so very glad that he is in my life. 

I love you Hatchypoo. :]

I think that these people should know how much they mean to me.. 

because they sure do mean a whole freaking lot to me.

when I decided to quit school they were right there supporting me in my decision.

making sure its what I wanted. 

but they weren't forcing me to stay. 

they wanted me to do what makes me happy.

they are pretty freaking amazing people. 

and I would do anything for them. 

you guys are my world.

 Shibby's Santa Run. :]

Confession Three.

I miss Mikian Alamu Scott so much. 

and to be honest.. I don't think I will see her again. 

why does she have to be good at her job and get a promotion?? 

man oh man. 

I'm really hoping I will see her again. 

don't get me wrong. 

I'm happy that she got a promotion. 

thats great!

I just miss her a whole bunch. 

and! I think she told me she was planning on getting engaged this winter! 

so lets hope. :] 

that will be so great!

I love this women to death. 

Maybe I will save up some money so I can go to Ohio and see her. :] 

AHH! that would be so fun. :] 

and maybe Shelbs will wanna come too. :]

that will be even better. :] 

all three of us together again. :]

that would be epic. :]

I'm planning on it now. :] 

woo! :]

Kian also means so much to me. 

I love you Kian! :] 

I love you all.

Jessie Lyn.

Confessions part 2. Usher.