Okay well...
my life is kinda on a crazy track right now...
But gotta love it right?
maybe?
I'm stressing about school..
mostly because I don't understand color...
cutting is WAY harder than I thought...
I go on to the next phase is a couple of weeks...
which means I am on the floor doing real life peoples hair is about four weeks...
and most of all... I feel like I don't know the things I need to know... and I'm NOT ready...
it is so stressful..
like today, we were learning how to cut layers...
yeah A LOT harder than you think...
and guess what...?
yuppp.. I cut myself within the first... 10 minutes??
yeahh,,, with what you ask??
hmmm.. MY SCISSORS.
how retarded am I?
but that didn't hurt because it wasn't very bad...
BUT!
I have cried multiple times today because I am so stressed....
not just about school...
But with work....
not because I am working too much with school and all...
I mean I work...
12-11 Mondays...
5-11 Tuesdays...
10-5 Fridays...
so I got like 24 hours in there...
but I feel like I am not working enough..
School is throwing me off...
sometimes I go into work and help close...
like I'll do the lobby...
or pick chicken... unpaid...
I guess it just helps me feel calmer in a way...
and I feel like it is a place where I can always go...
[even if the people there don't appreciate it...]
especially because I have no life.
when my friends do...
like Shelby and Britany...
gorgeous sisters...
[and don't forget the Fiancé Ryan Brown.]
are always doing something real fun.
I love hanging out with them.
Shelby is probably the best friend I have ever had...
and by probably... I mean she is.
life is always great with them in it.
BUT when you have school that goes forever long
I don't always get to go to these things...
Which I'm okay with.
Because they could probably use some time away from me
every once in a while... haha
but they are great friends! :]
and I love them.
also.
Jasmine Patten...
This pretty girl left me for college.
Rude?
I think yes.
She is an AWESOME friend.
It is really hard to go to all of church now..
I have no friends in my ward...
and you would think that since it is a singles ward I could make new friends...
yeahh.. nope.. I'd rather her just come back.
I miss her dearly...
it makes me really sad that she is gone.
and its a good thing she doesn't read my blog...
because she told me not to ever say that... hahah
but yes.. I want her to come back.
NOW!
please?
I really need to go down to Cedar City to see her...
I just don't know when I would be able to because of school and work.
hmmm....
I don't talk to anyone from high school...
thats kinda depressing.
but I guess that kinda happened before I ever even graduated...
and I mean I talked to people in school..
well except my photo 3 class...
I just sat there is silence most of the time...
and the class I was a Teachers Aid in..
and that other class..
okay..
I lied..
I didn't really then either...
haha
once graduation was over no one ever talked to me except Jasmine.
yeah. She's real kind. haha
now the 2 people who read this know how lame I really am..
hahah! :]
I guess I kinda knew that my friendship between
Annie, Beka, and I wouldn't really last..
I do love these girls...
but it was never us three..
it was Beka and Annie.
and me.
I don't know.. with them I am always the third wheel...
fifth wheel...
no matter what they say it always happens.
but... yeahhh.
and we can't forget...
MIKIAN ALAMU SCOTT.
I MISS HER SO MUCH!
I can't even got over it.
She left at the end of last summer...
she moved back to Ohio..
she said that she was going to come visit in October.
next month... I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
she might not be able to though because she got promoted..
duty calls... right?
basically if she doesn't come...
I will cry.
yes.
Not only do I miss her.. but I miss last summer... period.
it was a great summer!
MiKiAN ALAMU SCOTT.
if you ever read this I just want you to know that I love you and miss you.
okay and...
almost every time I go into work my boss...
Jon Hatch... aka. Hatchy Poo
Scares the crap out of me...
SO! today I went in after school and I picked chicken for Andy.
because I am a kind person.
sometimes...
then Hatchy Poo told me to go put something in the mailbox.
so I did.
which means that I left before him.
I was walking to my car...
and yes I look in the doors and he is heading towards them.
and he is talking to Ryan so he doesn't see me...
so I decide to try and scare him...
SUCCESS!!
hahahah
I scared him so bad!
it was EPIC! :] hahaha
best thing ever.
then he tries to lie and say he was faking.
yeahh... nope.
IT WAS GREAT! :] hahahha
that was a great moment in my life. :] haha
anywayy. this post is real long... sorryyy.
cheers to the freaking weekend.
Jessie Lyn
